isn't weird how you have your whole life planned out in your head?
"i'm going to be a dancer."
but then something comes around and kicks that idea out of your head.
"i have to be something that would be more useful."
so you think, and think... and think... then soon enough you've found the solution!
"i'm going to be an artist."
after a while you come to find that it is just a hobby and that you need something else that is better.
"i'll be a writer!"
ding! it's the perfect solution.
but...
then life gets in the way and knocks your hopes. your dreams. your visions, all down the drain.
i don't know how many times this has happened to me, but surely it has countless of times.
it's all so strange...
how much of your life you have mentally planned out, and how much of it you don't.
maybe, just maybe...
everything will fall into place.
~~~
"It is a strange world," I murmured, more to myself than to the native soul.
"The strangest," he agreed."
"The strangest," he agreed."
The Host - Stephenie Meyer
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aaaaaaaaaaaand meh Kenz nails it again. how she keeps posting what I need to hear, I do not know. but she does! and even though I don't always comment on her posts, she knows I read 'em. <3
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xx Les
Awwwww, thank you so much Les! <3 That really, truly means a lot to me. :)
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Mackenzie
i was just thinking this! i'm pretty sure you're secretly narrating my life... haha. but this post is perfect.
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rachel
haha, really? thank you Rachel, I'm glad you feel the same way. :)
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Mackenzie
you are way too accurate. <3 but it's fine, i love you that way.
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Jessie
hehe, thank you Jessie. <3 :)
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Mackenzie
This is... flawless. I definitely know how this is, but I've never planned my life, because I can just see it all falling through. I never knew what I wanted to be when I grow up. Since I was probably 9 years old I stopped saying "I want to be a _____". Until now. Now my life dream is to spend the rest of my life right where I am now. And yet... I still don't want to say that's what I AM going to do. -- You will be amazing whatever you decide to do, but if you're an author, I'm buying all your books because you're perfect ♥ Love you Kenzie, stay flawless!
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Molly
^^ this is the very definition of ..... sweetness. as in, my heart is smiling this is too sweet.
Delete*SOBS* Y U SO AMAZING?!?! Molly, seriously, every time you comment... gah, you just make my day. <3 Thank you so much. I just love hearing from you. <3 I don't know what else to say. I'm beaming with happiness. :)
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your sparkly unicorn buddy,
Kenzie
I am on a two and a half week vacation so I won't have WiFi for long but while I do I wanted to tell you that I love this. This has happened to me sometimes. I have my whole future planned out! The thing is... I don't know if that is God's plan for me. It's all about his plan for our lives. If moving to the country isn't his plan for me then oh well. I just wish I could plan my life and make everything easier. I really miss looking at your blog and I will be back SOON! I LOVE AND MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Aimee :)
I hope you have fun on your vacation! :D I will miss you very much! <3 Thank you for reading. :)
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Mackenzie
Yes, I totally know the feeling. Honestly, I don't really know what I want to do once I'm out of college. But I learned at camp this week that God has everything in control, and His plans are so much better than ours. Believe me, I always want to be in control, but recently I've been trying to let God be in control. :)
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Hannah
that was beautiful Hannah. <3 Thank you very much for reading. :)
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Mackenzie
Thank you for taking the time to leave a message, it truly means a lot to me. I try my best to respond to each and every one of them, so come back and let's have a conversation.
xx Kenzie